不习惯

最近总是会找事情做。
总是无法想想当年躺在沙发发呆一整天也没关系。
会想找朋友，会想做工，会想上网，会想报名上课学东西。
就是不想发呆。
一发呆就感觉很寂寞......
是寂寞吗？
我自己问自己。
不会吧，想当年都可以一个人，在一个地方，呆上一整天，无聊一整天，都不会出现“寂寞”这个字啊。
想了一想可能习惯了和朋友开心闹闹， 和朋友逛街泡网吧。
现在的我，可能只是“不习惯一个人”罢了
当然，也不想习惯，不是个好过的日子。
所以要更勤劳和努力了。
我想让自己忙了，也是该忙起来了。
至于如何忙，再看看吧。
最近都是忙part time,忙逛街。哈哈!!
无论如何，人生还有一段很长的路要走，走下去，享受一切的走下去~~~~

Recently,i had always finding thing to be done.
i found out that i wont be able to do like last time what i do.
stay on sofa and sit for whole day.
now,just sit 5 minute without doing anything almost drive me nuts.
got a feeling come into my heart, that is "lonely"
its kind of funny when saying it.
cause i had never think of the word call "lonely".
last time i can stand whole day sitting on sofa doing nothing.
thinking back this few year.
i had use to go happy with frens, always kidding around, travelling with them.
maybe that's the reason that make me "not use to be lonely"
well, its a good thing, i shouldn't be lazy as last time.
time for me to busy.
how to busy? well, not yet planed
recently is bz part time and shopping.LOL
anyway.life goes on and we should enjoy life not wasting it~~~